Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Go Fish


Summer/Fall 2009: Sculpture mix. On one fish, I put heavy celadon on top of a light coat of stormy blue; on the other, I put the stormy blue on top of a medium coat of shino (or not-shino, as the studio tag reads); there may be some slight transparent brown glazing as a further undercoat too. Go figure; go fish.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Dancers from Atlantis

My pieces: Chloe and Rockfish. Frank Frazetta's The Dancer from Atlantis, framed, in the background.

I've been revisiting my adolescence. Green in color; fertile in effect. Wordsworth may have claimed that "the Child is Father to the Man," but I would give some credit to the Adolescent also. The dreams I had of being a hero, of being a story-teller, grew out of my particular child-self, but that adolescent-self groomed those dreams: stablehand to Pegasus, in my fancy. Treasure Island and The Tale of Ulysses were followed by Tarzan the Terrible, Conan, Swords Against Death, Raiders of Gor, Grey Maiden, and Fire from Heaven, all books that matter in their own odd ways to the man I've become, just as much or more than all the books I have read, avidly or dutifully, as homework. I think that sort of story may be told of most of us.

I want to thank some of my boyhood heroes: Robert E. Howard, Edgar Rice Burroughs, L. Sprague de Camp, Fritz Lieber, Poul Anderson, Lin Carter, Norvell Page, Talbot Mundy, among many others. Mary Renault deserves an ovation for all of her historical novels, but especially for The King Must Die. The artists Frank Frazetta and Jeffrey Jones mattered also. As that boy, that young would-be man, I revelled in their work enough to put Conan the Adventurer and The Sea Demon on my bedroom walls and to buy up any novels with their cover illustrations, pretty much without even checking the content or style. Didn't matter, really. Jones' cover art for Talbot Mundy's The Purple Pirate recently hung in my kitchen with charts of Drake's Bay and postcards of coastal points north and south as inspiration for one of those Nisus of Troy stories I dabble with, setting free those grey ghosts and purple demons a few at a time.

Frazetta's cover for Poul Anderson's The Dancer from Atlantis held my attention, more than the novel itself, though I did enjoy Anderson's unhappy 20th-century time-traveler and his travails in the ancient world. (As I've gotten older, the novel has "improved." That's also happened with John Steinbeck's first novel Cup of Gold, an anti-genre pirate tale of Sir Henry Morgan.) That cover of Dancer mixed in my mind with the host and horde of wondrous, heroic, athletic, and acrobatic images I'd already gotten from reading Renault's first Theseus novel, The King Must Die, a more potent tale than Anderson's. The amalgamation, or maelstrom, of bulls and bull-leapers, of Greeks and Cretans, of daring men and poised, more daring women, had a powerful effect on my adolescent imaginings. I revisit that "time-lost" world in dreams, when I am lucky, or by picking up one of those novels for an hour's jaunt away from, say, my current homework. (Who said looking back at your past isn't a bad thing, just so long as you don't stare?)

Chloe takes her name from a supporting character in a Tros of Samothrace novel, a volatile, cunning, yet forthright courtesan in The Praetor's Dungeon. Here, she is resting. She is my dancer from Atlantis. Sculpture mix, cobalt carbonate oxide, and copper wire; a 20-minute exercise with a model. The result is rough, but happy enough for me.

Friday, March 26, 2010

A Sabbatical Reflection

Literature and the Aquatic Environment: Study and Exploration

My time away from the classroom--filling my days with words, water, and clay--has been a great success. I am healthier, wiser, more skilled, and more committed to bringing all that I can to the classroom. This past semester on sabbatical has been full of activities, in and out of doors: reading and rereading, of course; attending marine biology lectures and learning proper organism identifications; refining my skills as a diver; kayaking up and down the coast; beachcombing and aquarium-browsing; counting and measuring abalone and other organisms in scuba field trips with the Biology 32 class as scientific method-acting; diving alongside more experienced divers, talking with them, reaping the rewards of their observations and know-how.

Also, I've dug into my local history with Sir Francis Drake's 1579 summer visit to the Marin coast, exploring all the probable sites for his landing and repairing of his ship, using my kayak to check out Drake's Bay, Drake's Estero, Bolinas Lagoon, and so forth. Time on the water and at the water’s edge always brings me closer to the creatures and the environment, brings the pages of the history books and marine biology guides to life. I have missed the classroom, but I have relished the opportunity to improve myself and future courses.

In addition to the more obvious aquatic activities and research, I enrolled in sculpture classes during my sabbatical, exercising that other side of the brain, working with models and imagination, not only aiming at improving my accuracy and expressiveness with the clay, but also aiming at that greater awareness of the student experience. Teachers, standing at the front of the room, often forget what it means and what it takes to be a student. By putting myself in the position of the learner, I remind myself what good teaching, good direction, really means. I think both the crafting with clay and the reflecting on the teacher/student dynamic will prove fruitful as I continue to hone my own self, my own practices, as a teacher.

My first Sabbatical Report offered an annotated bibliography of 129 nonfiction texts associated with marine biology, oceanography, history, fisheries and fisheries management, oceanic exploration and survival, and aquatic sports: swimming, diving, and surfing, often with an emphasis on the California Coast. For the second part of the sabbatical project, I had originally proposed creating a course outline for an English elective: Literature and the Aquatic Environment. (I envisioned parallel courses with elemental unification and focus: Earth, Air, and Fire to go with my Water focus. I have colleagues who would love to teach “Literature and the Desert Environment” and “Literature and the Urban Environment,” actually.) When I started digging further into developing an elective for my specialized field of study, I realized some rethinking was called for.

While the first Sabbatical Report emphasized the “Literature,” the second Sabbatical Report emphasizes “the Aquatic Environment” and offers a summary of my work and explorations during the Fall 2009 semester on behalf of improving my teaching of English nonfiction courses. When I reflect on the past semester, on the past year and a half of the full sabbatical, I can’t help but recollect a passage written by John Steinbeck’s friend Edward Ricketts in the masterful Between Pacific Tides. Ricketts describes how tough marine snails have to be to survive in the “Uppermost Horizon” of the surf zone, and he shares how the quality or quantity of toughness in the snail was something learned accidentally, by inadvertent experimentation followed by appropriate observation. Consider:

We once subjected a specimen to a shorter but even more severe test; we fed it to a sea anemone (Metridium). There was no intention, however, of testing Littorina’s endurance; we merely wished to feed the anemone something to keep it alive in captivity, and assumed that its powerful digestive juices would circumvent the difficulty of the shell. The anemone swallowed the snail promptly, and our expectation was that in due time the empty shell would be disgorged. But it was an intact and healthy Littorina that emerged, like Jonah, after a residence of from 12 to 20 hours in the anemone’s stomach. When first discovered, the disgorged snail was lying on the bottom of the dish, and since it must have been in some doubt as to just where it was, its shell was still tightly closed. When it was picked up for examination, however, it showed signs of life; and after being returned to the dish, it crawled away at its liveliest pace. It had apparently suffered no harm whatever, but its shell was beautifully cleaned and polished. (19)

Has my shell been cleaned and polished? No, that’s not the parallel I want to draw, though some of the conditions diving the Sonoma and Mendocino County coasts can be quite trying. I’ve had to learn how to wedge myself into rocky, spiny crevices in order to count and measure abalone in a fierce surge. Or, diving Pt. Lobos in December may be brutally cold topside, changing out of wet gear in a freezing wind, but this past December’s outing proved mild and enjoyable, though the visibility underwater hardly made creature counting easy.

Ricketts ended up with a very precise appreciation for the protective qualities of the snail’s operculum through the accidental experiment, and that sharing of the learning process has always resonated for me. Learn by doing; make experiments, yes, but stay attuned to what really happens: those are the lessons I took to heart. Ricketts was focused on feeding the anemone, but he learned about the anemone and about the snail by responding to what actually happened. The “experiment” evolved, and this sabbatical project of mine has evolved too. Quite frankly, I had read at least one hundred books beyond the 129 annotated in my first Sabbatical Report and I had spent so much time reading and reflecting that I was quite ready for some fieldwork.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Postcard: Longing for Paradise

Ahihi Beach, Maui, HI: December 2008.

I pulled out some old photos of my Hawaiian trips after reading "Joseph Banks in Paradise" in Richard Holmes' fairly recent The Age of Wonder: How the Romantic Generation Discovered the Beauty and Terror of Science. I haven't been to Tahiti, but the chapter on Banks' forays into botany and anthropology in Tahiti alongside Captain Cook prompted thoughts of Pacific travel and enjoyment anyway.

I need to read The Fatal Impact next. Those poor, lovely islanders, objects of fascination and exploitation, doomed to decimation or worse by venereal disease and to corruption by Western culture. And yet, what lucky islanders, inhabitants of a paradise. What would it have been like to have been a sailor in one of those first ships? Scurvy and floggings, sure, but those island dances in the moonlight . . . .

Okay, back to work. There's a report to finish by tomorrow. No wonder I'm daydreaming.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Postcard: Watermarks


POV: marine mammal.

I swam out past the surfers down in Santa Cruz or Pacific Grove. I'm pretty sure this is Santa Cruz, south of Pleasure Point, but since I can't quite tell from the photo, I should hop in the truck, swim out in both places, and check that skyline. I'll splash a bit of that salty water into my eyes and squint for the proper blurry effect. That would be a great excuse to get back into the water, don't you think?

Nice day for a swim or surf, yes? This was Spring 2008.

Here, I actually like the otherwise annoying water spots. (Did you think your screen needed cleaning?) My cheap camera is starting to leak, discoloring and spotting the film.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Touchstone: 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea

Here's Jules Verne and his narrator, Monsieur Aronax:

"Although my plunge took me completely by surprise, I nevertheless have a clear recollection of how I felt. At first I was dragged down to a depth of about twenty feet. I am a good swimmer, although I cannot claim to be the equal of Byron or Edgar Poe, who were masters of the art, and so my dip did not cause me to lose my head. Two vigorous kicks brought me back to the surface."

I must say that if two kicks alone can bring you up from twenty feet under, you are a "master of the art" indeed. As a young boy, such a passage had me diving deep and attempting to rise again with as few kicks as possible. (The amount of air still in your lungs made a big difference, I found.) The passage also had me curious about this Byron, though I'd heard of Edgar Allan Poe, not that I'd heard of him, a poet, swimming. And, quite frankly, I never settled my self-projection issues, could never quite decide among Professor Aronax, harpooner Ned Land, or Captain Nemo himself as my own hero-image. (In the passage above, isn't Aronax the epitome of cool? The rationalist never loses his head, despite falling overboard as he does. The professor's valet, by the way, jumps overboard, following his master into peril as a matter of course.)

I always wanted to pit myself against a giant octopus, though I've grown out of that phase.

I'll have to put Verne's novel on the to-be-reread pile.

Stoneware; glazed with transparent brown and a medley of others for the blotchy octo-effect.