Face In The Water II

A Lump of Clay

Vercingetorix.

Reprise: Moon Goddess

Mask: Moon Goddess.
Sculpture mix;
stormy blue and celadon/green over transparent brown glazing.

I miss the studio.

Bits and Pieces

Hungry Morning

Happy Sailing To You

 Voyage charm, underwater:
sculpture mix;
cobalt carbonate oxide;
tidepool.

Hmmm.  Are there metaphysical difficulties in my showing off this particular good-luck piece underwater?

Face in the Mirror

I once went on a camping trip to Fish Lake and didn't shave for a week, which meant I didn't look at my face in a mirror for a week.  We were in the woods, so no shop windows to check my hair, no car windows to glance at my reflection.  Sure, I could have looked at my face in the surface of the lake, just as Eve did after God had created her--and she saw an absolutely beautiful creature, so beautiful that Adam was a real let-down when she first saw him--but I didn't think to look at my face in the water while fishing.  I don't think I would have had an Eve-like experience anyway.

Instead, I was surprised when I got home at the end of the week, staggered into the bathroom, exhausted from a long day hiking, swimming, and fishing and from an 8 or 9 hour drive, and stood in front of the mirror on the medicine cabinet, reaching for my toothbrush and toothpaste.  (And yes, I'd been brushing all week long; don't get distracted from my story.)  So, a week away from a mirror and when I looked I saw a stranger.  I saw myself as I guess I really am.   I saw the wideness of my jawbones, the narrowness of my chin, the skinny roundness of my nose, the shaggy eyebrows, the bright blue eyes.  I saw all that and the rest from a different perspective, a perspective not governed by my own ideas of myself, not governed by the way I'd always thought of my face (unremarkable, but mine).  

I looked in that mirror, and I saw myself, but only for a moment, a flash of sight, and then there was just me, just Matt, looking back at me, a slightly quizzical look on my face as if that reflected self were amused by all that had passed so swiftly through my brain.  'Thinking too much again,' Mirror-Matt said, 'It's just you and me here.'  

I looked frankly at myself in that mirror, and I laughed.

--entry found in an old notebook back in 2014

(lightly edited)

Window Tripping

One Beginning.

Another Beauty

Face In The Water

Face: 
sculpture mix; transparent black and shino glazes.

Gazebo Rocks: Memorials

Hi Mom and Dad!

Dreaming About Water-Time

In Memoriam

Hey Dad, will it really be ten years?

Mask: In Blue -- sculpture mix; cobalt carbonate oxide.

The Wave Is On The Way

Hey Nineteen

Happy Nineteenth Birthday to Motley-girl.

(Kudos to Steely Dan for the title and a good song.)

Blue Duck

Self-portrait #52.